The Real World

so.. as summer is coming to a close (which sucks btw) then it will be back to the real world. seeing those people you cant stand every day doesnt sound very attractive to me. and all the homework. it sucks. i am guaranteed with a ton of homework.

and, this is a post where i dont really have anything to say, just sort of babbling on.

well i guess i do have something to talk about. so i was kinda sorta dating this guy. we were together but never really established any labels. they were just kinda there. he was so great and amazing and 3 and a half years older. the legal limit in this stupid state is 3 years. even though i dont get why cuz we were perfectly fine.

but anyways, he had a talk with me and we split up. but i went on a road trip with him and some friends yesterday, i was planning on giving him his space and not like crowding him ya kno? so i sat in back with his/my two friends and i guess i "flirted" with one of them constantly. i dont kno since when talking has became flirting but whatever i guess.

but he was talking to me last night about how one of my friends worries him. then he goes on about how im single and i can do whatever i want. but then he continues to say that i flirted with his friend and it seemed kind of sketchy. then of course he went back to saying i was single. then he has to go for some reason and hes just like "ill see you tomorrow"
"uhh what?" i asked him
"my grandma is coming to town around 2 if you want to meet her"
"what will i be doing the whole time your with her? just chillin with your friends and mom?"
"no, you can come with, im sure she will be fine with that"
"oh, okey then i guess"
"ok. ill see you later then"
so obviously im not totally single if i cant talk to other guys and am going to visit/meet his grandma.

this does make me feel better though cuz i really liked him :)

Friend zone? Never :)

Age Differences

To some people, age difference might be a big deal. But what is it really? Is it just a number or is there more to it?

My guy is 21, and im still in high school. I kno a 16 year old that was dating a 24 year old. Is that wrong? It shouldnt really matter if you really like your significant other. But the funny thing is that when you reach a certain age (say, 18) then it doesn't matter how old your other half is. I think this is wrong.

So. He had a "talk" with me yesterday, said we needed to keep what we have on the down low. It kinda made me sad, but I understand where he's coming from. In prison 'child molestors' get beat up daily, it's just hell for them. And I don't want that for him. But I don't want anything to change.

So, the moral of the story is that age doesn't, shouldn't, make a difference when it comes to your dating interests. After all, it is just a number.