like right now. technically i have a boyfriend thing (the 21 year old) but at the same time I'm single. it doesn't make sense to me either. but i want to distance myself from this guy but hes kind of protective and to be honest i don't really trust him completely at all. and when i don't trust them i mess around :/. I'm not a very good girlfriend....
but this guy. hes a wrestler, fighter, hard worker, hes solid :), likes to get close, likes to joke around, not a prude, a farm boy but not a hick, and hes just amazing :). and he just happened to kiss me last night! and hes a good kisser. extra plus!
i always said that i wouldn't have a boyfriend senior year... but that's hard for me because i always have a boyfriend. i think the longest I've been totally single was like 2 weeks. and its not like i haven't tried or anything. and don't think I'm like bragging or anything, I'm just saying.
but since this is the guy I've wanted forever..
I just might make an exception :)
